I have always believed relationships are something of constant understanding and adjustment because we both come from different backgrounds and have different trauma triggers. For 3+ years, I’ve always tried to understand my girlfriend when she goes haywire or when she needs space to talk for hours or even act like a child. Even after she cheated and moved on with her neighbor but came back and begged in every way she could, I decided maybe I would be a bigger person and not fight fire with fire. But as it’s going, this girl is proving to be an ingrate. I’m seeing patterns that are red flags, with the daily dose of disrespect she dishes out becoming too much. I just want to leave her. I feel I’ve tried because even when she made me feel like an option, I’ve always made her feel special and free around me. But this girl doesn’t want to change. I’m tired, I want to move on.
It’s toxic for her to make it look like I was the offender when I can’t even be proud to walk with her sometimes, even on her street, for the fact that everyone there calls her a prostitute. It was so embarrassing when I entered a cab and out of all the people in the world, it was the same guy she slept with that entered the cab with me. I really became disappointed when it dawned on me, that my girl has no standards. Despite all my kindness and good gestures, she keeps saying I’m just here to use her. Meanwhile, I’ve rejected many beautiful and rich girls because of her. I’m tired, I really love her but I need a new babe. Maybe you can’t teach a broken bird to fly. Me too, I need attention. I feel drained from taking care of someone who has less good intentions for me.
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