I’m 23 years old, very attractive, and I get a lot of attention from men, but I ignore them since I have a boyfriend. My bf cheats a lot in a very secretive way, but I always find out and always know every time he cheats. If I don’t see it myself, I see it in my dreams. My boyfriend just went out to cheat again overnight. I’m so drunk right now and don’t know what to say anymore because the way I see him now is very different. He cheats every time, and I always know when he cheats. If this is the kind of person who plans to marry me, I swear I will turn him down because I don’t want to be with a cheating man forever.
I find it so hard now to feel anything. My heart is so blank, and I don’t know what’s wrong with me because anytime a guy professes love to me, it makes me so angry, and it sounds so empty. If I eventually leave this relationship, I will find it hard to get into another because it will really mess with me. My relationship is 3 years old, and my boyfriend is caring except for the cheating part. It me$$es up my mental health so badly. Why are men like this?
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