My girl and I have been in a relationship for two years. We both stay together, not like she doesn’t have her own apartment. I really love her so much, and we have both been each other’s backbone. I started having some weird feelings ever since a friend of mine came for a visit of 3 days to spend at my place. So, on the day my friend arrived, she couldn’t leave my place for her own apartment. I live in a room and parlor self-con. So, I decided my friend should crash in the bedroom while me and my girl crashed in the sitting room. The second day in the morning, I found a duvet on my body which I didn’t sleep with. I was so curious, like why would my girlfriend go and pick up the duvet in the room where my friend was sleeping, why couldn’t she wake me up if she felt she needed something? And she was like she didn’t want to disturb me because was I sleeping; it still doesn’t sit well with me with that excuse.
I started feeling some weird energy around me henceforth. Been having weird instincts about the whole thing. It’s not like I don’t trust her or love her, but then I can’t control how I feel about the whole situation. I told her to leave that morning. So now it’s just me and my guy that came to visit. Still moody about the whole thing, so I didn’t vibe with my friend. We both sat far from each other, pressing phones and all. At one point, this my guy played something on his phone. I don’t know if it’s a video or audio or whatever he’s playing. But the moment he played that stuff, my chest was so heavy, and the energy felt hit differently. What I was hearing from what he played on his phone was music that was recorded under a video or something of such, and at the same time, I was hearing some sound under the music. The sound is not clear for me to say, but what I felt inside of me was probably he made a video in the bathroom while having s€x with my girlfriend and he played music and all.
I couldn’t ask my guy what he was playing because I had been moody since he stepped inside the sitting room, and we hadn’t been talking, so I found it hard to ask him what he was playing on his phone. I sha let him leave my house the second day. And I called my girlfriend, and I accused her that she had something with my friend that came. I didn’t have evidence before confronting her, you can say I’m dumb, but then I was feeling pained about what I was thinking, what if it’s true? She sha said nothing like that happened, and she swore. That didn’t get to me ’cause it didn’t change how I felt inside of me. But she kept swearing for herself; if she did this and that, something something should happen to her. She apologized countless times for going inside to pick up the duvet if that was what made me feel like she had something with my friend. I listened to her, and we got back together,
but what I noticed was that ever since then, the thought of her and my friend having sex keeps popping in my mind, and most times when this comes up in my mind, it will be the time we both are having a good time together. Now it’s getting to a point where this issue’s making me look insane in front of her because of my mood swings to her, whenever she asks me what the problem is, I tell her nothing ’cause I don’t want to bring up the conversation. I can’t keep up with this, at the same time, this is someone I love so much. Please, I need you all’s advice. Is it that my instinct is right about my girlfriend and my friend having something together, or I’m just an overthinker?
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