I’m tired, how do you stop someone from cheating? I have been a supportive boyfriend, name it, I have always been there for her right from school till she graduated last year. I have supported her in school, you know what it means to support someone till they graduate, that’s all I did—paying school fees, house rent, foodstuffs for the whole 3 years. All this didn’t matter to me because I did them out of love. July here, she complained she needed to start something doing, I gave N1.5 million for an online business, she didn’t even take the business seriously, it ended, she can’t even give account of the business. I’m just a normal guy trying my best, not like I’m that financially buoyant, I’m just trying my best, and it’s even LDR, Lagos and Abuja. To the point I even said let me open a business for her, like a shop, so at least we can be close to bridge that distance since she graduated already. At least have your own shop, then inside there be looking for some other option while we plan life, but she’s not even taking it serious because she still wants to try her luck outside.
I know she doesn’t want to end up with me, the truth is I feel used, I don’t know how to tell myself the truth. You know what it means to support someone till they graduated from university, me seeing all I did paying school and the rest, I feel ashamed to even say it. Funny thing, she cheated on me, I caught her the first time but still took her back after she pleaded, that’s my greatest mistake. Even till now she’s still cheating but she thinks I don’t know. Bad, I feel deeply in love with someone who hated me this much. Funny thing, I’m down now, no friends. If I wake up to come out of bed it’s hard, lost in thought, and it’s affecting me because I stay alone, I’m the only child.
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