I was a victim of sexual molestation at age 10 by three different men on separate occasions. I eventually healed from the pain of the abu$e. However, whenever I get intimate with a guy now, I end up h8ting him afterward—I refuse to pick up his calls or respond to his texts. In 2019, I fell in love with a guy, and we dated for two years, but my depression came back, and we broke up. We later reconnected on a friends-with-benefits basis. The problem now is that apart from my ex, I can’t imagine being intimate with another guy. The thought of anyone else having sex with me disgusts me. Getting into another relationship is difficult because I can’t see myself being intimate with anyone else. It’s not an issue with my ex, maybe because I trust him. Is this normal?
