Please, I’m lost. I noticed a guy last year on my Instagram. To cut it short, we became friends. I fell deeply for him because I was single and healing at that moment, and he communicated so well. But he was broke when we met, yet his aura was so strong that I fell for him. We were in love together. During the second week of communication, we met. I messed up. He drove down to see me, and we parked somewhere quiet and nice. I asked if I could kiss him, and he said yes. From kissing alone, I knew this boy was very sweet. I mistakenly touched his private part. I couldn’t control myself; I just wanted to have a taste. It had been over seven months since I had sex. We had sex in his car, and I really enjoyed it. After four weeks, I started losing feelings for him because I had been the one putting effort into the relationship, like sponsoring our outings. So I backed off a little. The most surprising thing was that I celebrated my birthday without him giving me anything.
I asked myself if I was really laying down with someone who hated me this much. He didn’t chase me anymore either.My question is, was he really broke or just acting broke because I asked him out? But the guy is so good in bed and sweet.
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