So I met a young man on Instagram. He was the first person to say hi, and he was captivated by my comment in a post. When he went through my page, he was motivated to slide into my DM. Well, our conversation has been really great, and he is a good-looking and responsible man. Finding out he also stays in my city checked out for me because I don’t like distance relationships, and I have always met guys that stay far from me, which is why I’m still single after two years now.
Well, at some point, our conversation kind of dropped and wasn’t that consistent like before. Until, like, on Monday, he chatted me up, saying he was sorry and asked for my number because he needed to speak with me, which he did. He apologized for not checking up on me like before and for not being serious. He said he knows I see him as a bad person. Anyway, to cut the long talk short, I told him I would be home on Wednesday, and he suggested we should meet up.
He said he would take permission from his office. So we met up at his place. It was a nice first meeting; he prepared a delicious meal, red wine, and everything. The vibe and energy were beautiful. He told me he really liked me and liked how my presence made him feel, stuff like that. We kissed and cuddled, but we didn’t have sex. It was a beautiful time. He booked my Uber, and I went home. But I’m someone who doesn’t always assume I’m in a relationship if I’m not asked out. So I asked the next day if he wanted us to be exclusive and what we were, and he said he really liked me a lot.
He noticed we have great sexual attraction (which is true, lol), but he is not ready for a relationship because he just got out of a toxic relationship. However, he is willing to see how we grow into something beautiful. So right now, I’m like, should I just take my two left legs and run or still continue going out on dates with him? But since he is not dating me, sex will never be in the picture. I don’t want to overthink and probably ruin something good, or maybe it’s because I’m lonely.
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