My story may seem complicated. I am 22 years old and have never fallen in love. I’ve had crushes on guys (so I am straight), but the feelings keep dying. I keep asking myself what the issue could be, but I can’t find any reason as I’ve never been in a relationship. I get scared of people in general. I never open up to anyone, including my family. I like to go through my pain alone because I feel no one has a solution to my problem. According to people, I am nice, but I don’t see myself as nice because I never reciprocate the love people show me. Sometimes I zone out and want to be by myself, and other times, I force myself to reciprocate the love and attention I get from others. I always feel like people talk to me because they want to use me. There are many things I don’t understand about myself. I smile and act like I’m okay, but deep down, I need answers.
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