I’m here to rant. I’m turning 30 in less than two months, I don’t have a man, and it looks like men aren’t even seeing me. And no, I didn’t spend my twenties jumping from one man to another, I spent it loving God and dedicating it to my education. I dated two men; the first relationship ended due to cheating, I really loved him and it took years before I moved on. After that I took a very long break, started dating someone late 2023 and he broke up with me in December last year because of his sister. I still curse her every day because her marriage will scatter since she ended a relationship I gave my best to. I even tolerated a lot because I wanted it to lead to marriage. No, I’m not a bad girl, I promise. I’m a proper lover girl, I give my best to relationships. I go on the internet and I see all the h@te on women in their 30s and I’m scared if I’ll ever find love. I’m lonely, I won’t lie. If I had known this is how it would be, I would have been actively dating in my 20s. What do I do to get a man? A God-fearing, family-oriented, hardworking, loving man? I want to love and be loved.
Is that too much to ask? I started talking to someone and just last night, he told me he didn’t want to be married. I didn’t even break up with him because I’m so scared of being lonely. Am I cursed? I need so many hugs. Sorry guys, I just wanted to rant.