A girl I loved so much gave herself up to married men. Imagine losing your virginity to a married man. I forgave her, but she somehow has people that encourage her, and of course, yes, she’s shallow-minded and so sweet to brainwash. Her advisers have their own relationships sailing smoothly but want to ruin hers. She got herself involved with another married man. They had thorough banging, and it kept playing in my head. How can you be so cheap for how much, peanuts? I still forgave stupidly. No be my fault na like I like am. Men, this girl did it the third time, leeeeeeeeemao! Funny enough, I still forgave her after so much intervention. But I figured out the reason why she kept on doing it. The other ones that happened, no one handled it as a big deal, so it was some sort of encouragement, and I always took the blame for her own indiscipline.
We were honestly still going to make it work, but I told her I would need to heal up. I tried and I was, gradually, but sometimes insecurities set in and I just wanted to know what she was doing and where she was because of how much I loved her. I don’t think any man can ever love her the way I did. But she’s not ready to even take responsibility. She blames me for reacting and keeps acting like the victim. So sad, because it weakened me. Not surprised she still has her supporters. I’m happy she’s loved, lol, but I think she gambled with me. No remorse, and I feel she’s acting like she no longer cares. I will never, ever love any woman so deeply again, I promise myself! So painful because I never cheated, not once. Please don’t insult me; it happens just once in a lifetime, and we learn.
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