I have never stolen anything before in my life, except for pens that I’d see on the floor back in secondary school, or pocketing my parents’ change after buying something for them. But I’m sure almost everybody did that when they were little. But last week, I stole from my aunt. She came to visit us at home, and while she was in the bathroom, I started to search her bag. There was at least N5k in there, and I stole N2k from the money. But as soon as I took it, I put it back.
It didn’t feel good at all, but I honestly don’t know where the urge came from. I know there is no excuse for my behavior, and I feel really remorseful about it. I couldn’t bring myself to tell my aunt that I nearly stole her money. I hope God forgives me. Things have just been so bad for me lately (mentally, financially), and I have run out of options. I have no idea what I’m doing with my life, but I can’t steal. I won’t! God, help me, please. I need you.
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