I’m a 28-year-old male, and I have a 25-year-old female best friend. We have known each other for more than 10 years, and I have been in love with her for as long as that too. But I have always been worried about losing her if she did not feel the same about me. We have both been in different relationships over the years. We have stood by each other, and we have been each other’s support in more ways than I can count. I occasionally send her money anonymously because I’m way better off than she is, and she will never take money from me unless it’s a loan. But she needs the money, and her business is not doing too well, and she is too proud to ask me for help. A month ago, I did something terrible, and I don’t think she will forgive me if she ever finds out. Two months ago, her boyfriend broke up with her, and she was depressed for a while.
So, I took her clubbing a month ago. She usually doesn’t drink unless she is with me or her siblings because she blacks out whenever she drinks and can’t remember anything that happens. That night, I drove her to my house, and I ended up having s£x with her. I knew what I was doing, but I could not control myself. I could not stop myself. The next morning, when she woke up, she told me she felt funny and asked me if I had been with her all night. I panicked and lied to her. I told her I lost sight of her for three hours, and she was angry with me for leaving her unsupervised when I know how she gets when she is drunk. I apologized, and she forgave me. A few days back, she called me crying. She told me she was pregnant, and she thinks she must have slept with someone within those three hours I lost sight of her.
She is going to have a stranger’s child because she has no intention of having an ab0rtion. I wanted to tell her the truth, that the baby is mine, but I couldn’t. She might never forgive me again. I’m happy she is keeping my baby. And I wish I could get the courage to tell her because I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I love her so much, and I can’t lose her. I don’t know what to do. Please help me.
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