I have a 5-year relationship, and we’re both the same age (27) at the moment. We’ve shared a lot of memories and even cohabited for over a year at some point in our life. We tend to always argue and fight a lot. Honestly, we don’t have much in common aside from the fact that we genuinely like each other in this our t0xic relationship. Over the past year, I’ve started to realize that we truly aren’t compatible, even though I want to hold on to our relationship. I don’t get to be loved how I want to be loved. Over the last year, I’ve been mentally trying to detach myself. Recently, I met a new guy.
We talk every day, and he gives me a lot of attention and handles issues more maturely. He’s 5 years older than I am. I can’t say if he’s 100% in love with me. I also enjoy talking to him, and we met yesterday and had sex. Honestly, I didn’t feel guilty, but I can’t say I love this guy. If he stops talking to me suddenly, I won’t get hurt, as I haven’t given him my heart. I just like the attention; he seems intentional to me. I get butterflies when we talk and when he holds my hand. Right now, I seem very confused.
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