I have been in a relationship with this man for a while now, and all I want to say is I should have left the first time I noticed the lies, the cheating, and all the red flags. And when people say leave, I hope they know it’s not always that easy. I wish I had done that the first time. I found out this MF is paying for sex again on this business trip we are on, and I’m broken. And the worst part is, I’m having delayed emotions.
I’m still here with him on this trip, and I don’t know what or how I even feel. I want to be angry or cry, but I can’t feel anything. The sex is good between us. I mean good, but I don’t know why. This is someone who wants to use understanding gf to ruin my life, but out there paying huge sums for sex?? I want to leave, but I don’t think I can do that until I can look at him and feel nothing.
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