Firstly, I know it’s all my fault. I need some advice. I have been dating my girlfriend for four years and we had everything planned out for the next step. We were good, everything was nice. Then I cheated and, to cut the long story short, the girl I cheated with got pregnant and refused to terminate it. I told my girlfriend everything. The girl gave birth, I explained how everything went with my girlfriend and pleaded for her forgiveness. She forgave me, but she kept distancing herself from me until she finally stopped coming around. It’s been two years now and I have been apologizing ever since. I just had a baby and I feel guilty for that.
I have been apologizing with everything on earth, but she keeps saying she needs time. But she goes out with male friends and spends nights out with a particular guy. I asked her if she had moved on; she said she hadn’t. I know I deserve all the treatment she is giving me, but I have been apologizing because I really want her back. It was all my fault and I don’t even know what to do anymore. I really do love her and want to be with her forever. She is the only person who knows me so well. Please, what do I do to get her back? What do I do, oh Jesus Christ?
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