I am going crazy because I don’t even understand where this might lead to. My life has been from one problem to another. So last year, I made a post here about my baby’s father who doesn’t care for his kid, and y’all advised me to work on myself to give a better life to my kid and me. Yeah, I started, and at a point, I needed to go out and hustle but no one to put my kid with, so earlier this year I decided to take my kid to his grandma in the north with the intention to get him back after 3 months. So when I got back, one way or the other, my dad and I reunited because I didn’t grow up with him. I lived with my grandma, and he said I should come to where he lives (Benin Republic). He said he had been trying to reach me so I wouldn’t take the kid over there. Anyway, when I got here, I started learning hairdressing, and he promised to open a shop for me by the end of this month. We planned that I’ll go get my kid next month. Suddenly, my dad started acting weird.
He started saying I should hug and kiss him before he does anything for me. At first, I thought it was just a joke, but it wasn’t. He always made sure his wife wasn’t there when saying it because he remarried already. He’ll be talking to me, and his dick will be standing. Who does that? I don’t understand. I told him to help me get my cream and some stuff, but he said I have to kiss him and hug him first. Today I asked for data because they spend CFA here, and he’s the only one that understands the data stuff. Again, he said I would have to kiss him. I said he should do it first. He did it, and since then, he’s been saying he has done his part of the agreement, so I should do mine. I am really scared. I hope this man won’t rape me. I am living in my father’s house with fear every day. I really want to leave here, but if I leave, how do I fix myself again? And at the same time, I feel I might lose everything, all the promises, but I can’t do that. He’s my biological dad. I don’t know what to do. I am scared of what could happen anytime soon.
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