I broke up with my ex on very toxic terms because I felt like she cheated, and it led to violence (I didn’t just assume, though; anyone else would also do worse if they knew what happened on that fateful day). So we met after some time; we melted, at first sight, and the love still lives. We had a conversation, and for me to realize it wasn’t what I thought, we even mistakenly had sex. Now that we are talking back, I have already been through many series of online therapy, and working so much on anger management, and I have learned a lot about how women operate and how you can handle them with peace. I am deeply remorseful, and I know I am redeemed. I deeply intend to be an amazing man this time and forever (nothing dey outside fr). But she is really afraid that I may still lack anger management. I am really trying; this is the only person I have genuinely loved since I have been dating. We are still talking though, but she is still bent on not getting back together.
During the breakup period, I didn’t really try moving on with other people because I was still very hurt, and I didn’t want to punish someone’s daughter. And again, the connection and vibe I and my ex have are incomparable to what anyone on this page has ever had. We match on every energy level, physically, sexually, intellectually, anything at all. I don’t want our mistakes to define us. I know we can do better and leave what has happened behind, forgive each other, and live on. Shouldn’t I keep being friends with her, or just move on too? ‘Cause I feel stuck. Or is there still hope with time? I can even wait 3 months as long as there is hope. I even asked her to let us block each other back; she said NO! It is not like she has anybody either. This time, I just want to embrace the love and spend my money on her, ’cause I don’t even want this girl to encounter any suffering in life or from one lying man. And to the men out there, your woman will frustrate you to the limit sometimes, just always lock up, reassure her with love, ’cause their emotion no stable at all, nobody perfect o. Manage your Mrs. KoiKoi like that.
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