I have noticed that vendors don’t post me wearing their products like wigs and clothes, and I wear good wears and wigs 😞, bone straight and all. Also, a makeup artist did makeup for my friends and me but didn’t post only me on her page, maybe because my friends are very pretty but I am not ugly. I am mid, yes. Also, when I go to make hair, the hairstylist doesn’t post the videos they make of me. Same with when I installed a wig. It’s sad and I’m pained. I’m not jealous but pained. It’s not as if I’m very ugly or something. I think they all have these particular people they wanna post, and I am not one because I don’t fit the aesthetic. Or maybe because of my stature, I am not a figure 8 person. It’s just sad. The makeup issue pains me the most. Even the photographer who is my friend never posted me on his page but posted my friends and used them to market his brand. I guess I don’t feel better after letting all these out. I wish I was very pretty and very sexy. They all get to be posted except me. Sigh!!! It’s really affecting my self-esteem. All good though. Thanks for reading and hearing me rant.
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