It’s literally 4 am here, and I’m just thinking about my life. I’m a 20-year-old 300-level student. I’ve only been in one relationship, and that was before I gained admission. It’s not like I don’t have people asking me out, but all they want is sex; they don’t even hide it anymore. I’ve never had sex before, and the annoying thing is if I tell someone in a talking stage that, it’s like they don’t even care, they just want to get in my pants, even married men and people already in relationships. I’m just tired, honestly. I don’t know if I’ll ever date anybody because it seems like no guy wants to be in a serious relationship anymore. I act like I’m okay, but deep down, I’m tired of being sexualized all the time by men. Sometimes I feel stupid because here I am trying to keep my virginity for a man who would probably not value me.
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