I got pregnant by my boyfriend of 5 years. Even before I got pregnant, there were a lot of ups and downs, but we kept coming back. He cheated on me countless times, and at some point, I got tired and ghosted him for months. But we still reconciled in the end and got pregnant. We have a year-old child, but I have a job. There was a girl he was cheating on, and he would keep telling me he was going to leave the girl every time I asked about it, if I should count their relationship now, it’s over two years. So fast forward to January, I saw the same girl’s messages on my husband’s phone, promising her everything he had never done for me and his child before, and this man still denied and fought me for going through his phone. Since then, I have not been myself. I traveled to my sister’s side to avoid depression, but I knew the best revenge was to be hardworking and take care of my child because this guy only thought I couldn’t do without him or his money.
Sometimes when I feel sad, I only cry because of my baby because I didn’t plan it like this, and I don’t want my baby to suffer. I don’t have anyone to share this with, and I don’t want to disturb my parents and make them worried. Life is not easy, normally, talk less of going through things alone. I regret the day I met him because I didn’t plan my life like this. I pray my business should keep going and be a popular businesswoman one day so I can take good care of my child. I have never once regretted having a child in my life. Please don’t insult me. What do you think I can do? Because he’s not ready to leave the girl, and I don’t want to be sad in my life again. Please, I will be in the comments section. Thanks!