I have been going through hell for months now. I’m in a relationship with a girl. We started dating around May. We were good and okay, and we were happy, though I wasn’t buoyant enough financially. But at least I was doing my best, so we began to have issues, starting from parents and family dramas to work dramas because we worked in the same place at the time. Before you know it, she said I was obsessed with her, I was overprotective, I asked her questions a lot, and I was trying to let her know that I love her so much deeply, and it’s driving me nuts. I couldn’t even control myself and even my thoughts.
So she even had to break up with me, and I was begging and begging, so I gave her the time, and I had to heal and fix myself as well so we wouldn’t be having issues. So I stopped calling and texting her the way I did the other time so that I wouldn’t overdo it, and she came and started complaining that I didn’t care anymore. And I was like she said I was overdoing everything, so what do you want me to do? She even insulted me because I didn’t have money. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m tired, and I’m in pain. I have tried to please her in any way I can. I have a skill; I’m a baker, a laptop and computer engineer, and a programmer as well, and I do sell laptops and phones online too.
These are where I hustle to make some coins. I even teach calculative courses sometimes. I don’t do Yahoo, but she feels I’m not serious with my life. Is it a must to do Yahoo?? I don’t even know what to do anymore. She doesn’t talk or call me again. Even if I call, it becomes a problem. It’s painful when I need her the most, and she’s not there. Sometimes I have to sweep people’s houses to survive because the cost of living is high. What should I do?? I really need to push up my financial situation. I know definitely that my girlfriend has someone else, but what can I do?? Since I can’t even do anything for her.
Also Read: My Father is Abusive to My Mom