I am beginning to look within myself more to practice self-awareness. It hasn’t been easy, but I’m trying to be better. One of my bad habits is detachment (I don’t know if this is the word I should use, though). What I mean is that whenever I am pissed or hurt, I tend to keep quiet. I hate confrontations or arguments; I just go off, and my mood changes. I’m learning to change that side of me, but the issue is I really can’t keep explaining or expressing myself when I’m pissed or hurt without looking like I’m doing too much.
Keeping quiet has always been my way of handling these issues because I don’t know how I’ll talk about everything that annoys me without appearing as a troublesome person. Love life aside, it’s affecting my relationship with people. Once you do something that hurts or annoys me, I just go off. Sometimes, I find a way to settle within myself, and other times, that relationship just dies that way.
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