Last December, my boyfriend of almost 5 years hooked up with a girl who is also my friend in a hotel room, and they claim they did nothing. Like, for real, it’s been 2 months since it happened, but I can’t wrap my head around it. There is also this other girl he has been giving maximum attention, more than me even. They say very stupid things to each other like sweet names and “I love you” kind of stuff. I’m tired. I’ve tried my best to forgive and forget, but it’s very hard. I don’t always feel like telling him I love him after all the drama. I even tried to say it, but it just wasn’t real. I don’t know what to do, and he is always sending money for the girls, wiping their chats and all that.
I have a way of going through his chats, though I stopped because it keeps hurting me. Though I’m happy that I’m informed about his cheating skills, he is a nice person, but I know I can’t deal with a cheat because that’s not my style. Assuming these girls don’t know me, I might not be very upset, but they know me very well. The other one even followed me on IG, viewing my story, and was looking at me like a fool. I don’t trust this guy anymore, and I’m also scared of diseases since he has started following girls around. I need advice; I want to stop feeling heavy in my heart. I just don’t want to be fooled at the end of everything.
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