You all should help! I’m tired and frustrated, honestly. I’m 21, a fashion designer, and awaiting corper. I’ve been a low self-esteem person since my childhood. I was always trying to fit into my friends’ circle, enduring everything that came my way from them. I accepted it as my flaw while growing up, but I made sure I never let others know; only a few friends knew I have low self-esteem. My boyfriend of 2 years broke up with me early last month for no just reason; he claimed we’re better off as friends. Since he left, it has been hard to move on, especially with my thoughts. My boyfriend always complained about my slim stature, urging me to use weight-gain medicines, but they never worked for me.
He even sent me pictures of his preferred body type to motivate me. After he left, I’ve been constantly thinking about it. Whenever I see someone with a nice shape, I start body-shaming myself, complaining here and there. I’m always thinking about everything. I downloaded Tinder because I didn’t want to be lonely, but it wasn’t enough. I even changed my skincare kit to be more beautiful. I’m tired; my friends said I’m taking it too hard on myself. It’s more like I’m trying to do everything my boyfriend wanted. I just want to be happy again. If you know ways I could overcome my low self-esteem habit and be happy, I would really appreciate it. All I spend my day doing is imagining how sweet life would be with a new boyfriend.
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