I see a lot of stories here about different people’s relationships, and I wonder why I can’t have a good relationship too. I don’t go out, so I barely meet new people. I just go to class and manage my online business, I don’t have a lot of friends either. I wonder how girls get to meet good guys; I want one too. Valentine’s Day is coming again this year, and I’m still single, I’ve never celebrated Valentine’s with a partner. I’m 23 years old. A lot of people will say level up, dress up, and go out. Dressing up and going out isn’t cheap either. Wigs now cost over N100k+ without outfits and all. One time I did that, omo, Bolt, and everything, I spent a lot notwithstanding I had other personal expenses to cater for.
So it’s not easy like that. My online business has not been picking up that much, I need more money to stock up. Since this year, I’ve been feeling unmotivated. I have a lot of stuff to do. I need props like a tripod, LED light, cloth rack. I had a ring light before, but it spoilt. All these cost money, which I don’t have. Even tried talking to some people for funds, but everyone ignored me. Everything is just playing with my mind and making me overthink (yes, I’m an overthinker).
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