My heart hurts so much. I need strength. I have invested love, time, and effort, all to be thrown back in my face. We don’t have any common talks aside from work and money, money being the main focus. Anytime I have money, I feel bad spending on myself, like it feels like cheating. I would save up, boom, he is here to spend it all. Once I don’t have, it’s a different attitude. Any little fight, I hear we have always been friends, and yet he enjoys everything but zones me once any issue happens. I’m a soft person, and a lot has happened that I believed he knows where I’m coming from to understand me better.
I blocked him for my peace because it was a money issue. He refunded back because I blocked him, and I had to find a way for me to know he blocked me back because I unblocked due to a friend. My heart has been restless. He is painting that he borrowed from me and he refunded back. Many times he borrows and won’t refund. I had to fight and give attitude, which makes me emotionally down before he could pay. Out of all the times, just three paybacks. It hurts so much.
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