I submitted a story a while back about my breakup. It was my first clean breakup. I’ve always been the one to leave relationships, but this one was the longest and the one I loved the hardest. It ended like the others. In all my relationships, I’ve noticed they say things like you’re too good for me or you deserve better. I know I’m not much yet, but I carry myself well and I’m self-aware. Is being a good girl such a bad thing? I’m open with my emotions and assertive. I’m not bad, but I’m not perfect either. Why do they always think I’m too good? This happened in June, and it’s been hard. I have finals coming, and I can’t focus. I feel numb and empty. It feels like they loved how I loved them. I don’t want to change who I am, but right now it doesn’t make sense.
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