I’m Tired — And Here’s My TruthLately, I’ve been in a dark place. I’ve tried different businesses with so much hope and energy, but nothing seems to be working. The constant effort with little or no reward has left me mentally drained, financially frustrated, and emotionally empty. I don’t say this lightly—I’ve been battling depression. Waking up every day with this heavy cloud over me, trying to push through and make things work, only to feel like I’m stuck in the same spot is exhausting. I’ve come to a point where I need to stop pretending everything is fine and do what feels right for me, not what society expects.
That’s why I’ve made the decision to explore becoming a pole dancer, not out of recklessness or shame but out of boldness and survival, out of the need to reclaim my confidence, my body, and my power. This is not a cry for validation; it’s just me choosing a path that I believe will help me feel alive again creatively, emotionally, and financially. To those who judge, you have no idea what it takes to get up and keep fighting when life keeps knocking you down. To those who understand, thank you. I’m choosing me, fully and unapologetically.
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