While I was 3-4years of age I stay with my mum, dad, and elder sister in a 1 bedroom and my dad usually travels for work in another state and only visit month end. My mum worked as a fashion designer always busy so there’s this neighbor next to our house, she’s a girl in her teenage era probably 18 years or more. My mum always tell her to pick us from school and she baths me and my elder sister and then watch over us but she was always doing something. She takes me to their apartment lock the door and lay me on their sitting room and start rubbing each other genitals against each other while pinning me down to the chair with her whole weight, which then puts me in a claustrophobic situation. If I try shouting and crying she covers my mouth and of course nobody is at home everyone went to work.
She did that for a long time and then passed me on to her friend who live opposite my parents own room and they did that many years till we moved out of that area to somewhere else. After we moved out I was exposed to pornography and started masturbation at a very young age and it ruin me a lot but I’m glad I was able to break out from it after my 24th birthday last year. Now i just find myself not being able to socialize with women, I’m always on my own. I’ll like to know what to do to be able to socialize more and this post is an awareness post of everyone who’s battling with ma$turbation, you’ll get over it when you put your heart to it. And as a parent please be free with your kids so they can always share things with you.
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