I Thought I Moved On

I can’t believe this foolish boy moved on already. I thought I did too—I swear, so I thought. Met him in 2022. I was on my own jeje after leaving a relationship and deciding not to give any Adam a chance again, just to focus on me. See me see sweet talks from this guy, eiiii! Hard girl later became soft and fell yakata. 😭 And it started o. Don’t blame me—I’m such a lover girl. Once I’m into you, I shut all doors, and it will be just both of us, as I don’t do two-timing. Lo and behold, we started o. I was ready to do anything for this boy mehn—send money, food, and things mehn. But it’s always hard to reciprocate. I didn’t even think about it much because I’m used to giving, and I always say I understand his condition, so he shouldn’t bother. We broke up one time last year, and this boy had a way of sweet-talking me again, so we got back together. What caused the breakup was that I was literally begging to be loved. I said, “I’m not asking for too much—just love me. That’s all I need.” I should have known when I realized all his friends were ladies.

Mehn! I was still making excuses in my head that he couldn’t do anything with them. To the extent that I had low self-esteem, I’d always go to their pages to compare myself. Not that I’m jobless—I have my job that pays my bills conveniently, and I’m content with what I have. Long story short, it took me courage to block him everywhere this year. And he came again—I had to unblock him and hear from him when he wouldn’t let me rest. But I wasn’t really into him anymore after he apologized. I had to shut him off because I wasn’t ready for an on-and-off situation this time. And the apology was even sounding like, “I’m not saying we should come back o, that’s if you want it.” Then I knew this one wasn’t just it. I unblocked him, but guys, ahhhh!!! I may have to block him again because the more I see him smile, the more it hurts. Because reallyyyyy???? Time, money, effort, care, love, and affection just wasted like that. Make love just getatttt abeg, I’ve had enough.

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