My boyfriend and I have been dating for like seven months now. He usually sends love messages to me, both text and WhatsApp, every day. One day, I realized that I was pregnant, but I ab0rted the pregnancy, which we both concluded on, due to the fact that his father is a pastor and we both go to the same church. During the process of this abortion, the nurse gave me an instruction that if I was to use the pills I needed someone to stay with me. I told him, but he gave me some excuses for not showing up, meanwhile, I was the one that paid for the abortion. After the abortion, he planned to visit me, but due to some issues going on in his family, he didn’t show up, which I thought was a tangible reason—not knowing he was deceiving me. He used to call me, send love texts, and we always chatted. Even when I told him that some of our church members knew we were dating,
he said he didn’t care, that I was his forever. So after some days, I noticed some changes in our chats. So I asked him what was going on, but to my greatest surprise, my man said he lost his feelings for me months ago and didn’t want to keep pretending. I was so sad, heartbroken, and hurt. I asked him what my offense was. He said it was because of the way I talked when he didn’t show up while I was on the sick bed. I started blaming myself for ab0rting in the first place. What really made me sad is that this guy sent me love messages in the morning and chatted normally before I asked him that question. I have depended all my life on this guy because he showed me so much love and affection. I’ve been crying all day. I don’t know where I went wrong. My heart is bleeding every day. I have no friends at all. Please tell me how to stop these feelings.
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