I’m a 24-year-old graduate. I got pregnant for my situationship (I couldn’t say I was in a relationship with him anymore) because I was tired of the way he treated me. I had ended things multiple times, but he always found his way back to me. The reason I accepted him back was that I found it hard to date other guys, as most of them just want to use relationships for their own gain. When he asked me to keep the pregnancy, I knew I couldn’t because he’s not responsible or serious about planning his life. I didn’t think I could cope with his behavior, and I didn’t want to end up as a baby mama or single mother.
I have my life to consider. So, I aborted the pregnancy. Since then, he’s been blaming me, saying I aborted “his child” and that it hurt him. He’s trying to make me feel guilty and at fault. I told him that if he wants a pregnancy, he should find another girl and get her pregnant and not mention this abortion again. I’m now seeking forgiveness from God for what I did, acknowledging that the pregnancy was a mistake. I hope God forgives me because it’s actually hurting me, and it’s affecting me mentally.
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