Not having a job right now isn’t really what I see for myself, and everything is so frustrating. I’m the one doing everything for the house, from the littlest things to the big ones. I’m the one training my sibling in school—everything concerning his school is on me. And he’s older than me by years. When he got into the university, I told my mum to advise him to get something doing so he could help himself while I supported him too. The woman labeled me the d£vil because I asked her precious son to work to support himself in school, saying I was wicked to even suggest such a thing.
Now I’m jobless, and these people are still asking me for money without even caring that I’m not working anymore. I have been seriously searching for jobs. They don’t mind where I get money from, as long as I give them money. All my savings are gone. I suggested she get something to do—she’s still in her 40s—but whenever I bring that topic up, she insults my life. I’m depre$$ed right now and always overthinking. Sometimes, I get panic attacks. At this point, I’m tired. God, help me. If I see an opportunity to japa and leave everything behind, I will. May God help me.
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