You all, I need honest opinions. When you start loving someone only after getting intimate with them, what does it mean? (Kissing, cuddling, and spending time together.) I never loved or felt anything for him until after we got intimate. Now, he’s stuck in my head. I can’t go a day without thinking about him. Everything around me reminds me of him—his smell, his voice, his touch, his breath. I don’t want any other girl around him. I get so excited when I receive a text from him. I can’t ignore his calls or messages, even for five minutes, no matter how busy I am. He’s the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing on my mind before I sleep. No matter how busy I am at work, I can’t get him out of my head.
I’m craving his presence. I stalk all his social media accounts. No, I am not dickmatized because I have never enjoyed s£x in my life. I just love being around him—sniffing his body, playing with his beard, sleeping on his chest, and kissing him without getting tired. I don’t like or enjoy sex, but I give it to him whenever he wants because I don’t want him to get mad at me, even though I don’t enjoy it. I’m going crazy. What’s wrong with me? This feeling hurts so much. I wish it would go away. I’m losing my mind. This is more than love, but could this be an obsession, a soul tie or attachment
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