I met this lady in my first year in school. We were only having s£x, and I felt she was the one, so I thought of asking her out to be my girlfriend. She finally agreed, but since she became my girlfriend, whenever I tell her I’m going out, she’d be like, “Where are you going? What do you want to go and do?” I’ve never had a serious girlfriend until I met her in 2021. She was staying with her sister when we started dating, but she’d come to her brother’s house to stay during weekends because we were doing a PT program. Along the line, I was very broke, and things weren’t going well for me, so I begged her to please give me a break. But she insisted she couldn’t grant it. I wasn’t happy with her decision because she didn’t respect my wishes, and I’m not always happy around her.
That’s why I asked for the break—to figure out if I was the problem or if being around her was the issue. Now she’s pregnant, and I’m doing my responsibilities as her husband, but I’m not happy with how things are going. I’ve always wanted a dark-skinned person, but I chose her because I felt her character matched mine. I’m not happy now, and I’ve been wishing to have sex with a dark-skinned girl to see if it would make me happy. I’ve never had s£x with anyone else since we started dating—3 years of a relationship. Please advise me because I don’t know what to do. I don’t want her to be a single mother, but I’m also thinking about my mental health. What should I do?
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