Early last year, when I was newly transferred to Ibadan, I was managing with a friend in a mini-flat apartment before getting my own place. One Saturday morning, I was about to shower when I heard the landlady, a single mom, knocking on the door. I wrapped myself in a towel and opened the door to hear what she wanted. She said she couldn’t sleep and had noticed something swollen on her upper thigh.
I recommended something for insomnia and offered to check the swelling. She immediately lifted her gown and placed a leg on the table in a sitting position. The swelling was close to her private area. I wore gloves and checked, but I got hard instantly. She noticed and smiled. I felt embarrassed and wanted to excuse myself, but she reached out and grabbed me. One thing led to another, and we had a round of sex.
I regret my actions because I was newly married and had planned to be faithful to my wife. I quickly got my own apartment and moved out, but she kept asking to meet up, which I ignored. Now, five months later, my wife has become nonchalant about sex. I’ve tried talking to her and even apologized if I did something wrong, but nothing has changed. Every time I feel horny, my mind drifts to the landlady.
She’s 49 but still very attractive. I’ve been watching her WhatsApp statuses and almost texted her yesterday to meet up. I’m torn—should I start dating older women to satisfy myself since my wife won’t change? I don’t know what to do.
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