It’s less than 60 days left in the year, and I haven’t accomplished anything or made any real changes in my life. It’s not like I didn’t try—I tried so hard. But I’m realizing that sometimes things just don’t work out, no matter how hard you try. At one point this year, I got so close to giving up. I had a bottle of sniper in front of me, but I couldn’t bring myself to use it. I realized that I’m not the only one going through h£ll; there are others facing the same struggles or even worse.
Financial struggles, loneliness, feeling useless… it’s all there. Times like this, I just wish my mum was here. My dad isn’t really in the picture anymore, and I lost my mum at the start of this year. She never got to see her only child graduate with a first-class degree. I feel so alone, so numb. I don’t feel anything, and I don’t even want to feel anything. I know I’m not the only one, but I’m tired.
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