I just found out I have a spiritual husband. After everything I’ve gone through this year, this was just one more thing to add to my plate. I was in church, thinking about how I might have caused it myself. As a teen, I was interested in romance and explicit sex novels, which led to watching p0rn. Later, when I lost my virginity, I discovered I had a high sex drive and thought it was normal to wake up feeling h0rny or almost having sex.
Right now, I’ve been celibate for a month—no sex, no relationship. My love life stopped working last year. Anyways, I’m trusting God. God, please let me come out victorious, but omo, I want to cry a little first. I’m trying not to ask what I should do about it so my head doesn’t explode. I’m not going to tell anyone for now, so I felt like sharing it here to ease the burden a little bit.
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