I have been dating my man for almost 3 years now. When we started dating, I honestly didn’t have feelings for him because I was still not over my previous relationship, which was messy. It wasn’t that I loved my ex, but I was hurt and felt betrayed, so it was hard to move on. I met my present boyfriend around that time through a friend. I had a crush on him because he was so handsome, but I didn’t think he would feel the same way, so the crush faded. After some time, we got talking and became friends, and little did I know that he liked me. He asked me out, and I agreed, but I didn’t love him then. I wanted to give the relationship a chance to see if it would work out. We started dating, but because I didn’t love him, I gave him a hard time. I looked for every excuse to break up with him, but I couldn’t find one because he was so perfect.
He always tried to make me happy despite how I treated him. He never complained and was always there for me. Sometimes, he’d call to ask if I was home so he could come over, and even if I was home, I’d lie and say I wasn’t unless I wanted to see him. Whenever I visited, he always tried to cook for me, even though he wasn’t great at cooking. I really didn’t treat him right. I didn’t even get jealous when I saw him with other girls. But he was always there, never giving up, and because of that, I fell in love with him. Now, I love him so much that it scares me. I’m terrified of losing him. I get very jealous when I see him talking to other girls. He treats me so well, always taking care of me and wanting to see me happy. I’ve never felt this loved by a man before, and I’ve dated stingy men.
But he is different; he’s always willing to spend on me. I’m confident that he loves me because he never misses a chance to show it. My mom knows him and likes him. But I’m scared of losing him. He’s very handsome, and a lot of ladies like him. What if he eventually likes one of them? What if he leaves me for someone else? The thought of it terrifies me because I see a future with him and would love to start a family with him. I’m too attached to him, and I honestly don’t know if I could bear it if we broke up. I think I need help because I need to learn how to love him a bit less, just in case anything happens to separate us (though I pray nothing does).
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