Is it possible to love someone so much and still lose that attraction to them? I met the absolute love of my life a few months back. I have a body count of just three, and I’m actually beautiful with a figure-eight body. Everything was going so well, just as I wanted, because I’d been single and celibate for close to a year. Three months into the relationship, I had raw sex and caught something (an infection) I felt so h0rrible. He called his doctor, and I was prescribed medicines and immediately recovered. The next week, a distant friend reached out to me about my boyfriend, saying how he cheats and sleeps around.
I felt a wave of disgust wash over me. He explained everything to me and even showed me chats. I stayed because I was in love and maybe st#pid, believing him over my friend. My boyfriend still recently linked up with that friend or so. I could no longer get wet or even turned on by him. I took tests and tests, but nothing was found to be wrong. I met up with someone else, and I had the most amazing sex of my life. We did it on a snooker table; I got literally so wet that the board had wet stains and all. He keeps on lying and cheating. I’ve never actually caught him cheating on me. Delusion, I think. I get wet and turned on by watching porn or even pictures of hot men on Instagram but not with him anymore.
And it’s just sad because this is the first time I’m being cheated on. And to be honest, I’m not with him because of money, because I’m extremely fine, and the type of money men send to me on Instagram for just breakfast is enough for me to cater to my family needs, still take good care of my sister, and buy myself luxury items. But I really love this boy, and I wish it could work between us. Any advice on how to actually enjoy sex with this guy? Because the dick is actually good, and he’s generally a great person.
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