I had a girlfriend. We dated for almost two years before meeting in person, and it was a long-distance relationship because we met online. She was scared of visiting me based on her safety and her past experiences. Now, I met another lady who lives very close to my street. I let her know I had a girlfriend, and she also had a boyfriend, but things weren’t going well between them at the time, I guess. She spent most of her time with me, and then I started having feelings for her. Cutting the long story short, I relocated to another state this January, and this lady came to visit me. One day, she visited, and things went wrong between us.
She locked the door, removed the key, and asked me to explain myself about things I didn’t even understand. It turned into an argument that led me to slap her. Immediately after it happened, I started apologizing to her, but she wasn’t listening. Ever since she left my house, she blocked me on all social media platforms. I tried my best to reach out to her and apologize until she forgave me. I could sense she truly forgave me but had already moved on with her guy. We met last week just to discuss the matter. Oh man, I messed up big time and wish I could go back to the past and erase my mistakes, because I have never in my life raised my hand to a woman.
It hurts me so bad, and I really wish she could slap me back because I love this girl so much. I spent more time with her than my girlfriend. Now I think I should let her go, but it’s kind of hard for me to move on while also trying to go back to my girlfriend. My girlfriend isn’t giving me a listening ear at all because she saw our conversation and knows I cheated. Now I’ve lost on both sides, and I’ve invested a lot in my girlfriend to lose her too. I know she might see this. Here I am apologizing to her again because I never thought we could end our friendship with an argument. I pray you find happiness. 🙏
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