I was in a relationship at the end of October 2021. I met this young guy, and we both fell in love, but I fell harder for this guy. I was older than him, but I brought myself down to his level, and we started the relationship. I loved this guy so much that he spent almost all his time in my rented apartment. He loved me so much too. Fast forward to four months into the relationship, this guy started acting toxic, beating me and all.
He’d apologize, and I’d forgive him just because I loved him so much and didn’t want to lose my relationship because I had been single for a very long time before I met him. It went on and on like that; the beatings were too much. One day, we had issues, so I went out to see one of my friends on Snap. I just went there to cool down my brain. This guy I went to meet drugged me and took advantage of me, even videoing me, which I didn’t know about.
I came home very late. The next day, my boyfriend came to my house, b€at me, collected my phone, and took it home. He even b€at me when I got to his place. Oh, I didn’t tell you guys: this guy always b€ats me and destroys my phones beyond repair, and I’d use my money to get myself another one by selling my stuff. Guys, please don’t blame me. I didn’t stay because he had money; he didn’t.
We both were still managing. I just loved him. After everything, the last thing that made us break up was because he h!t me again, and he couldn’t deal with it anymore. But guys, I’m still begging him to stay. He blocked me everywhere. Till now, I can’t move on. Guys, I’ve been suicidal many times. I can’t deal. I hardly go to the shop; I can’t even attend to my clients. We broke up last year, but till now, I can’t move on, and he has moved on already.
I called him one day; he and his girlfriend were on the phone making love, and I was hearing the sound. Guys, please help me. How can I move on? Please be careful with your comments. After we broke up, a lot of guys have come my way, but I didn’t give them a chance because I’m still thinking about this boy. See, I love him. I need help, guys. I’m depressed. Please be careful with your comments. Since then, I’m not the same person again. Before I can sleep or eat I’ll need to be on drugs 😩. Guys, I’m just smiling outside, I’m dying inside. I need help.
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